The Green Crystal Glass

Beberapa hari terakhir gw sering nangis sendiri. Bukan karena berantem sama nyokap atau ada masalah lain. Justru karena ngga ada masalah dan urusan-urusan ngga penting lainnya gw jadi bener-bener memikirkan kuliah.

Kuliah. Sesuatu hal yang gw benci.

Gw akuin gw ngga belajar keras belakangan ini. Malah sama sekali hampir tidak menyentuh buku, hampir selalu bolos kelas. Gw merasa menyesal dan kesel karena gw kecewa atas pilihan gw sendiri. Gw tau gw bodoh karena tidak menjalani pilihan gw, terserah apa pendapat orang lain, tp sekarang gw bener-bener merasa tersiksa dan ngga tau harus ngapain.

Gw ngga suka belajar sesuatu hal yang gw ngga suka. Gw ngga suka psikologi. Gw ngga suka disuruh belajar psikologi karena gw ngga suka psikologi. GW NGGA SUKA!!

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It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn�t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

In The End - By: LinkinPark