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besok gw ospek fakultas. nginep. 3 hari 2 malem. no hape, no walkman or sumkind of that, no playin cards, no drugs (nah..), no alcohol (bah..), no senjata tajam.. (ahaha)

hubungan gw lg ngga beres gini,, butuh hp untuk berkomunikasi. yah,, kalo nanti malem dia ngga sms,, brarti 3 hari ngga smsan. liat aja gmn deh,, pelajaran buat dia, biar menepati janji. haha,,

tp sebenernya gw kangen jg. dr td hp gw bunyi sms, berharap dia yg sms.. kalo dia sms smp jam 1pagi lewat kaya td malem,, besok gw ngga bisa bangun deh. sementara jam 6.15 gw dah musti di atma.. brarti gw bangun jam berapa? skarang belom ngepak baju pula.. memang mendadak sih peginya, tdnya ogah ikut.. tp nyokap nyuruh tlp ke panitianya, akhirnya gw tlp dgn harapan dah ngga bisa ikut.. eh,, taunya.. yah sud lah, sepertinya kakaknya baik.. the-he

td pagi gw sms sara, ngga di bales. bete, td ke bp trus makan di kfc.. ada maria. ahaha,, bp sih, ngga heran lah. trus kata maria sara angga kris dateng ke ssc. n angga masuk hukum atma. damn hell.. (ups..). males bgt sih ada dia.. ehhe,, yah sudah lah.. biarkan dunia ini berputar, gw harus berdoa supaya dia ngga disini (loh..) biar dia di negri ato di ausy ajah!! ahaha,, doa gw baik kan... (baik tp merugikan diri sendiri..

aku ngantuk. n hari ini gw pegi kluar. dan seminggu tidur malem mulu, tersita pacar n hapot. ahaha,, tiba2 gw mikir, apa pacar lo sebegitu berharganya sampe lo ngorbanin air mata lo, waktu tidur lo, pikiran lo...? ahahaha,, mungkin dia layak untuk mendapatkan semua itu.. tp apa dia melakukan hal yg sama untuk gw, spt yg gw lakukan untuk dia? halah,, aku tak tahu.. hanya yang Kuasa yang tau.. (apa seh..)

ahaha,, aku capek. mo ngepak baju dulu, trus mandi, trus tidur.. mo tlp orang, mo curhat.. ato apa lah. kalo ngga tidur... zzzZzzzzzZzzzz..



-RiN-

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i've done sumthin stupid lately.. and i've done many mistake in the same time,,
but i want at least, i'm not skrew this one,,

wew,, bulan juli ini gw banyak jg yah nulis blog.. mungkin karena banyak waktu. ahaha,, gmn tar kuliah yah? bisa ngga ya nulis blog gni,, haha.. just see later,,

kenapa judul post ini "one step closer.." hehe,, cuz i did one step closer.
gw ngomong serius sama dia.. tepatnya, dia gw paksa serius. ;q abis,, gw kan gak tau dia serius ato ngga..

skarang gw lg menunggu sms dia,, yg terputus td malem..
n nunggu tmn2 online.. untuk di tanya pendapatnya.
n nunggu kabar temen gw yg sukarela yg tangan gw di ssc,, ahaha.. xq

kalo lo sebagai cewe baca sms gw kmaren,, hmm.. mungkin lo merasa gw tuh maksa2 bgt.. abis dia klo ngga di paksa gakakan serius.. gw mau selesai sekarang. kalo berakhir, berakhir lah. kalo lanjut, lanjut lah. dan kalau punberakhir, gw gak mau kita saling musuhan, ato saling ngga kenal. karena namanya seorang pacar itu..

bukan, bukan seorang pacar, tp pacaran itu adalah sesuatu hubungan, yg berarti pacar lo dah memasuki hidup lo, mengisi hari2 lo.. dan sesibuk apa pun pacar lo,, kalo dia emang sayang, dia bakal memberikan 1-2 menit waktu dan pulsanya untuk at least tlp ato sms,, buat yg mo ldr,, itu perhatian yg manis loh..

even so simple, but means much. hoho,, apa lg klo misalnya cowo/ cewe lo lg suntuk sama kuliahnya ato tugas2nya.. sebagai pacar yg saling mengerti lo harus dukung dia, naikin moral n semangatnya.. jangan menceritakan kehidupan2 lo di kampus lo.. kan lo ldr,, jd cewe/cowo lo ngga begitu tau soal kampus lo (kecuali ada yg bunuh diri, ato apa lah sampe masuk koran gtu.. hehe). dan kalo misalnya lo pengen mulai curhat,, mulai dgn kalimat,,"kamu lg sibuk ngga? aku mo curhat nih,," dsb lah.. yg mirip2.. dan kalo misalnya pcr lo bilang lg sibuk, lo hargain.. jgn terlalu memaksa supaya dia ngertiin elo. suatu saat lo harus ngertiin dia. n pasti nanti ada saatnya lo bener2 sibuk sampe ngga bisa nanggepin dia.. beri pengertian yg sewajarnya dulu.. baru lo bisa dapet pengertian balik..

kunci dr ldr adalah saling mengerti & memahami..



btw,, kok gw jd malah menasehati yah? weleh2,, hehe.. yah sudahlah... ^^;

-RiN-

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hmm,, abis buka fs n menemukan buletin ini,, jd ingin menuliskannya lg.. ahaha,,


-RiN-


1.pilih kuku panjang ato kuku pendek?
* sedeng

2.pilih punya gebetan ato punya pacar?
* dua2nya (same with gina)


3.pilih, mau ke mars ato pluto?
* mars, kan Pluto bukan planet lg,,


4.pilih punya suami/istri dokter ato
arsitek?
* guru,, (haha)

No,, I don’t care ‘bout his job. Selama halal n bias menghidupi keluarga..

5.pilih New york ato Paris?
* swiss

6.Kalo ketemu pocong?
* cuekin, saya ngga kenal sama pocong

7.Pilih ditembak di Hawaii ato di
menara eiffel?

* di sms (halah)


8.pilih co-/e gombal ato co/e mata
buaya?
* cowo tulus n jujur

9.pilih co-/e romantis ato co/e
perhatian?
*cowo perhatian. Gw gak bias romantis2an,,

10.pilih married umur 20 ato 21?
* 22-25 lah

11.pilih ke Jepang ato Korea?
* jepang

12.pilih jadi cantik/ganteng banget
ato pinter banget?
* ngga dua2nya, I just wantto be wise n grown up ;)


13.Pilih punya banyak gebetan ato
punya banyak mantan?
* ngga dua2nya..

14.pilih denger sesuatu yang jujur n
sakit hati ato denger kebohongan tp
feel fine?
* jujur tapi sakit hati.

15.Pilih punya temen yang tiba- tiba
diemin loe walaupun gak ada apa-apa
ato punya temen yang ngomongin
dibelakang?
* ngga dua2nya..

16.Pilih ai otsuka ato kwon Bo-A?
* sapa tuh?

17.Pilih punya pacar Asia ato bule?
* bule! (sama sama gina)

18.Pilih co-/e super tajir ato super
pinter?
* no need ‘super boyfren’, just ‘honest boyfren’


19.Pilih kuliah di Singapore ato USA?
* dimana aja gw bias enjoy, and murah. Ahaha


20.pilih siang ato malem?
* subuh

21.pilih summer ato winter?
* summer! (I’m with gina)

22.pilih co-/ce- bawel ato pendiem?
* yg tau saatnya kapan bicara, dan tau apa yg harus di ucapkan. (halah)


23.pilih co-/e yang maen piano ato
gitar?
* cowo yg mainin rumus heindy-weinberg (how 2 spell it..??)

23.pilih mutusin ato diputusin?
* yiahah, ga ada yang enak. saling
mengerti lah. . . (copy gina)

24.pilih finding nemo ato ratatuile??
* monster inc. (gina again)

25.pilih jadian ma orang laen tapi
masih mikirin mantan ato tetep jadian
ma mantan loe tp ga jadian ma orang?
* apaan sih? Ngga ngerti..

26.pilih matahari ato bulan?
* pengen komet,, ato sabuk kuiper jg boleh.. ^^;

27.pilih bisa bahasa mandarin ato
bahasa korea?
* bahasa spanyol

28.pilih cincin ato kalung?
* anting!!

29.komputer ato laptop?
* yg mana aja, asal ngga lemot n only 4 me. ahaha

30.pilih lagu asia ato lagu barat?
* yg mana aja,, barat mungkin. Kalo asia,, lagu indo doank kali ya..

31.pilih jadi orang yang terlalu
fanatik ato jadi orang yang ga punya
agama?
* punya agama taphe gak asal fanatik
lagi radikal (stuju gin!!)

32.pilih isi bulbo lagi ato sebutinc
dapet bulbo ini dari sapa?
* ahaha,, ini bukan bulbo, tp ngopi dr bulbo. But I got this from gina.. ;)

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ok i've choose it..

gw resmi pacaran sama dia. backstreet. gak tau gimana reaksi nyokap kalo sampe gw pacaran sama seorang guru..


tadi gw ngeliat indra online. yup. indra yg itu. tumben bgt dia online. padahal gw add ym dia dah sekitar 2thn yg lalu. baru ke app skarang. dia nanya2 kabar gw. ngobrol2 sebentar. dia masih ngga berubah. masih dingin, cuek, brengsek. yg gw bales dgn tajam n menusuk (sebisa gw menusuknya).. ternyata setelah beberapa kali gw sindir, dia baru tau gw tersinggung. dasar cowo,, ngga peka!! (hehe)

yah,, obrolan yg di dominasi gw. ngga jg sih, dia banyak nanya2 gw. dan gw jawabnya panjang. dia gw tanya, cuman jawab 1-2 patah kata doang ato "ngga tau" "ngga tertarik" "ngga peduli"..

kurang ajar tuh cowo. gw bales, "emang apa sih yg lo perduli selain diri lo sendiri??" wew,, (hihi).. dia jawab keluarga..

sigh,, cowo.. cowo.. mahluk aneh,, butuh kasih sayang, tapi gengsi untuk mintanya. jaman skarang gengsi tuh ngga guna!!



4 my man.. luv you,,
miss you.. :3


-RiN-

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yaap sifat dasar manusia ada 4,, ada jg yg bilang 5.. coba aja cari di wiki2,,

tapi buat gw pribadi.. sifat dasar ini tadak menentukan bagaimana si manusia itu..
oke sebagai contoh, ambillah sifat dasar gw.. sanguin-kolerik,, trus gw di kumpulin sama 9 orang lain, yg mnurut test, sanguin-kolerik jg. lalu kita di hadapkan sama satu masalah yg sama,, apa reaksi kita akan sama?

gw rasa ngga.. kenapa? karena,, manusia punya free will and si-kon yg berbeda dalam hidupnya.. manusia punya kekuatan untuk bertindak, dan tindakan dia itu akan mencerminkan bagaimana lingkungan dia di besarkan. tindakan setiap orang berbeda, pasti.

dan di luar free will n lingkuan hidup manusia,, persentase sifat2 kita menetukan juga.. misalnya gw sanguin 42% kolerik 32% melankolis 14 pleghmatis 12.. apa kan sama dgn sanguin 52% kolerik 28% melankolis 8% pleghmatis 12%??



gak tau deh.. kok rasanya ini sesuatu hal yg teramat sangat aneh untuk di bahar tengah alem gni yaaah??






btw,, denger2 hpnya nggi ilang ya?? poor you,, feel sad 4 you 2..

-RiN-

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kenapa gw bikin posting ini?

karena gw bete bgt sama mahluk yg namanya laki-laki. mav kalo ada yg tersinggung, sebelum tersinggung baca cerita gw dulu yah.. mungkin lo para laki-laki akan membenci sosok laki-laki lo yg ada di cerita gw berikut..


gw sebagai cewe normal pernah suka sama lawan jenis. nama2 ini mungkin bakal ngga asing buat temen2 di skul n di ssc, plus spupu gw tersayang,, (^^)..
dimas, samuel, indra, ian, stefanus, niko, pian, sumone..

dimas,, ini namanya cinta monyet.. cowo chinese (how to spell it??) yg sporty abis. temen sd gw, sampe lulus sma skarang gw masih sering ktemu. haha,, soalnya satu skul!! yah dimas ini,, cuek, baik,, cowo bgt deh!! percaya ngga,, gw nulis surta cinta ke dia waktu kelas 4 sd!! gw gak tau waktu itu pikiran anak kecil gw mikir apa, tapi sakrang gw mikir itu guoblok!!!!! tapi sebenernya memang gw gak pernah bgt deket sama dia, makanya waktu kita ngga saling nyapa kalo ktemu jg biasa aja.. namanya jg cinta monyet anak sd.. (hahaha!!!)

samuel,, cowo ini, satu kata, brengsek!!! mungkin temen skul gw, cindy, bakal sependapat sama gw. gw pernah suka sama dia (samuel, bukan cindy), tp dia malah jdian sama cindy. yah,, gw yg kelas 1 smp berusaha bersikap dewasa. gw biarin mereka jadian. ngapain sih musti maksa2 cowo untuk suka sama kita.. maksudnya,, jangan kayak di sinetron deh!! norak tau.. (ahaha,,). tp ceritanya belom selesai sampe mereka jadian.

pagi2 pas gw masuk skul, beberapa hari setelah mereka jadian, gw ngeliat beberapa temen sekelas gw ngumpul di meja barisan ujung. gw pnasaran, nyamperin mereka n menemukan cindy nangis.. setelah mendengar2 gosip,, samuel mutusin cindy. wew.. gw gak tau kenapa, ato apa sebab n alesan si samuel mutusin cindy.. tapi gw marah, karena mereka jadian jg ngga lama. itungan jari kali. n cindy itu,, temen TK gw!! kita satu skul dari TK sampe 1smp itu.. saat itu gw berpikir,, samuel brengsek, n berakhirlah cinta monyet ke dua gw..

indra,,cowo ini gw gak pernah ngeliat langsung mukanya. kita cuman kenalan dari sms aja. itu jg karena gunbond.. yah panjang ceritanya,, intinya selama gw smsan sama cowo ini, gw enjoy bgt. cuz dia bisa menghibur gw, bisa gw ajak bercanda, yah he's there when i need him..

suatu hari gw bilang ke dia kalo gw sayang sama dia. perhatian: gw cuman bilang sayang as a fren. i'm not hoping he's become my boyfren or sunthin else like that. gw dah cukup seneng dgn smsan sama dia gtu. lagian kita ngga pernah tatap muka.. dan lo tau reaksi dia apa?? dia ngejauhin gw,, testi gw gak di bales, sms gw gak di bales, gw tlp ngga di angkat,,

gw sedih bgt!! gw ngerasa kehilangan sahabat yg gw sayangin,, dan kehilangan gw itu cuman di sebabkan sama satu hal yg menurut gw, gak cukup berarti untuk bikin dia pergi.

pas kejadian cindy nangis gara2 samuel, gw sempet mikir,, buat apa sih nangis buat cowo yg bgt, cowo yg udah nyakitin elo. buat apa lo menurunkan harga diri lo lg?? itu pikiran gw.. tapi stelah mengalami kejadian indra ini,, gw nangis boo!!! dan gw malu mengakui kalo kejadian itu merubah cara pandang gw.. dgn lo nangis lo merasa bisa melepas dia, n itu udah berakhir. kita ngga perlu malu untuk menangisi seseorang yg kita sayangin. kita ngga perlu malu untuk menangisi kebodohan kita..

lalu apa yg bikin gw berpikir kalo gw berhak benci cowo? yah,, karena sampe skarang indra masih menghindari gw. nyakitin gw dgn kebohongan2 dia, yg gw tau belakangan dr temen2nya. gw ngga bisa nyebutin kebohongan2 dia disini.. tp yg jelas gw tau gw bukan satu2nya korban iblis dia.. cowo kaya indra,, harus di musnahkan dari bumi ini. dari galaksi ini!!

ian,,cowo yg satu ini sebenernya sama skali bukan tipe gw. karena dia sangat2 seneng TP, caper, n pesolek booo.. entah kenapa gw bisa tergaet sama dia. jujur, dia baik, n charming. ahaha,, putih, tinggi, rambutnya item, bibirnya merah.. (snow white kale!!!) ahaha,,

yah.. ian ini 2 thn di atas gw,, pas dia lulus n gw naik kelas 2, gw add fs dia. and akhirnya gw ngirim message ke dia. di bales. pikiran gw sebagai anak 2 sma seneng skale.. bayangin dong,, gebetan lo bales message elo!! waw,, (haha)

yah tapi ternyata ceritanya jg ngga berakhir indah. setelah beberapa kali email2an, si ian marah,, kalimat dia yg paling menyakitkan itu,, ".. udah deh lo mati ajah!!" ouch!!!!!!! you know, THAT'S HURT baby!!

gw gak bales message dia, sampe beberapa hari yg lalu gw buka fs n tertarik ngeliat fs dia. tau2nya ada foto cewe, n ada foto make cincin gtu!! agak shock, masa dia dah tunangan?? well,, walaupun udah gw jg gak tertarik lg sama dia.. setelah dia nyakitin gw gtu.. nah gw pikir2 add aja cewenya.. cuz kan gw dah add cowonya, ngga enak gtu..

beberapa hari kemudian ian message gw dgn agak nyolot, "ngapain lo add2 cewe gw??" weleh,, dgalak.. yah gw marah lah. maksud gw add dia kan baik, have no feelin to harm her or sumthin like that.. tp krn dia gtu, gw tertarik membuka arsip message gw,, gw liat message dia dulu n message2 gw.. dan trakhir dia message gw tuh,, "kan udah gw bilang lo mati aja! jadiorang nyolot bgt sih!! mati aja deh lo!!!" ouch,,

gw mencoba introspeksi diri. dan ternyata message gw ke dia mmg nyolot bgt! gw aja sampe bingung itu gw ato bukan yg nulis,, akhirnya gw minta mav sama ian lewat message,, ian bales dia bilang udah mavin gw, tp jgn add2 cewe dia lg, trus jgn ngirim2 message..

well,, gw rasa cowo memang brengsek!! gw dah minta mav,,
gw tau gw sala, n baru minta mav skarang,, tapi dia ngga liat sikon apa?? masa gw mo nyamperin kampusnya n minta mav di depan kakak2 kelas gw?? ato pas acara ricci cup gw manggil dia n minta mav gtu?? hebat bgt gw manggi dia di saat dia masih panas gtu..

stefanus,,cowo kasar yg aneh, kadang baik, kadang trempramental, kadang iseng, kadang rese, kadang kita nyambung bgt!! hal yg gw suka dari si stepa ini, dia punya suatu keyakinan terhadap dirinya sendiri, yg bikin dia terlihat egois.. haha,, berkali2 gw berusaha mengubah dia ke arah yg agak benar. (halah,,), tapi galakan dia.. haha,,

stefanus jadian sama temen gw, namanya karina, tgl 8 maret 05.. pas hari ultah adek gw,, gw gak marah.. karena sebenernya gw tau stefanus suka sama karina. abis aneh, stefanus maunya sama karina mulu.. namanya cinta ngga bisa di paksa. lagian gw gak pengen2 bgt kok jdian sama stefanus, temenan aja dah susah apa lagi kalo jadian. ahaha,, piz step..

mereka jadian 1thn 3bln (gw ngitungin!!) yg mutusin karina, lupa alesannya apa. tp disini si tepa brengsek bgt!! dia balikin hadiah2 yg karina kasih ke dia.
cowo kok childish bgt c?? hadiah itu kan buat elo!! kok di balikin. ngga bisa menghargain bgt sih??

akhirnya mereka baik2 lg sih, meskipun ngga jadian lg, tapi stefanus ttp menunggu dgn setia. halah,, semangat step!! miss you so,, hehe,, stepa tetep temen gw untuk selamanya,, haha.. langka ktemu mahluk kaya dia, yg pengertian, bisa di minta pendapat soal cowo, bisa di ajak curhat.. aduh,, jadi pengen sms dia.. (halah.. rin,,rin..)


niko,,
dia mantan gw. kita jadian ngga lama. putus nyambung mulu. tapi gw jg ngga terlalu mikirin soal hubungan gw di post ini,, yg mo gw ceritain adalah dia jg mantannya sahabat gw.. (yea,, gw punya sahabat yg dulunya jdian sama dia. putus. trus 1,5 thn kemudian jdian sama gw..)

yg bikin gw sebel dari dia itu... dia, niko, adalah tipe cowo yg plin plan. ngga bisa menentukan keinginan pribadinya
sampe2 dia putus sama sahabat gw, aji, itu karena gantung.. kasian bgt sahabat gw.. tapi di luar semua itu, dia adalah sahabat yg baik, kk yg setia mendengarkan curhatan ade2annya ini.. hehe,,

pian,, dia.. well,, mirip sama niko, ngga bisa menentukan keinginan pribadinya,, gampang ngambeg, mudah tersinggung, jutek, TP, suaranya itu loh,, ngga tahan!!! hihii,, yg bikin gw suka sama dia mungkin suaranya kali yaaa..

btw,, dia ngambek nih sama gw.. :( ngambek ngga jelas,, x(

sum one,can't said his name,, mav buat yg ngerasa,tp gw gak suka sama lo kok. maksudnya ngga naksir gtu.. ada sesuatu dr lo yg bikin gw merasa cowo itu brengsek, tapi bukan berarti elo brengsek yah.. bokep,ngga berprinsip, ngga tegas, just go with the flow..

banyak yg bilang bokep buat cowo itu dah biasa, tapi kalo bokep itu menjadi suatu keharusan dalam hidup seorang cowo,, itu kan ngga enak.. cowo ngga berprinsip,, buat gw pribadi cowo tuh harus punya prinsip. dia harus tegas n berpegang pada prinsipnya. contohnya,, dia ngga suka sama sesuatu yg berbau nightlive gtu.. tp karena cewenya suka sesuatu yg kayak gtu, dia jd ikutan. itu kan udah ngga beres.. karena dia ngga punya prinsip, dia ngga tegas n just go with the flow.. hmm,, gw gak suka sama cowo gtu..



gw gak tau apa ini cukup menjelaskan kenapa gw berpikir untuk benci sama cowo. well,, ngga semua cowo tentu aja!! emangnya gw mo jd perawan tua ato lesbi gtu?? hell no.. yah,, gw cuman ngga suka sama sifat2 buruk cowo di atas aja. sukur2 cowo gw ngga kayak gtu,, dapet yg bgusnya. ahaha,, u wish..




dah malem bgt,,
-RiN-

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apa bedanya ke3 status yg ngetren itu??

ini menurut pendapat pribadi gw yaa,,

pacaran
status yg paling jelas buat kita. kita bisa ngapelin cewe kita (untuk cowo), bisa sayanga2an, bisa tukeran benda2 kecil, bisa bermesra2an, bisa putus.. (ahaha). pacaran jg butuh tanggung jawab, soalnya lo macarin anak orang (halah..), and lo harus bisa saling menjaga perasaan pasangan lo (halah.. again)

HTS
Hubungan Tanpa Status.. yag seperti namanya, hubungan ini tanpa status.. biasanya terjadi kalo kita pacaran trus lama ngga saling kontak, so hubungan mereka statusnya ngga jelas. bukan pacar, bukan temen,,

TTM
Teman Tapi Mesra.. yg ini agak menyebalkan (personal opinion.. :q).. soalnya lo bisa sayanga2an kayak pacaran, sementara nanti kalo cowo/cewe lo naksir someone lo ngga berhak marah. kan lo bukan sapa2 gw (ouch..). padahal lo udah terlanjur sayang sama dia. selamat makan ati deh kalo gtu. ahaha,,


kalo gw di tanya milih yg mana..?

well,,gw bakal milih pacaran, krn itu lebih konsisten n paling jelas dari 3pilihan itu. tapi kalo org yg akan jd pacar lo itu seorang guru,, uhmm.. think twice..

bukannya gw gak suka guru.. rasanya gw pernah bilang beberapa post sebelumnya, kalo buat gw tuh guru adalah sesosok figur yg harus kita teladani n kita hormati. bukannya kita pacari (halah..).

sebenernya ada sebab lain kenapa gw gak mo pacaran sama dia (can't say his name,,). 1.dia muslim, 2.dia guru, 3.dia beda hampir 10thn dr gw, 4.gw masih belom bisa terikat (kayaknya..), 5.gw takut dia jg masih ngga bisa nahan diri untuk TP (ahaha,,)

bukannya gw membedakan agama gimana yah,, tapi my mom dah wanti2 gw dari jauh2 hari, "nanti kalo cari pacar jgn yg muslim yah!!!" halah.. mommy,,

umur jg ngga menetukan, karena entah kenapa gw merasa dgn bedanya umur dia akan lebih mengerti gw. (dia ngerti gw, bukan gw ngerti dia. ahaha,, rin,, lo egois..) hehe,,

soal belom bisa terikat,, itu salah gw. hik2,, kenapa cowo2 ganteng bertebaran kayak garem?? (halah..)

soal TP.. hehe,, gw bilangin sih bisa aja, klo dia nurut. hihihi,, can u imagine it?? cowo, 10thn lebih tua dari lo.. lo bilangin?? wew,, ahaha..



gw agak males untuk TTM-an. soalnya gw pernah ngerasain, n itu gak enak. sakit teman,,

HTS, boleh aja.. lumayan menyenangkan kok. (halah..) hehe,,



welwh,, si dia marah.. wew,,
ini cowo aneh deh,, apa lg dapet kale yah???
cowo memang aneh,,,


-RiN-

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one of them, said not to send him a message anymore
one of them, ignoring me
one of them, said i'm a traitor
one of them, said i'm lazy
one of them, said i'm self centered
one of them, said i'm 'sick'
one of them, said i'm full of hated
one of them, said i'm a coward

well,, one short sentence from me, can make they shut their mouth.

like i care!!!



or maybe i did care..

but they didn't
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm a traitor??
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm lazy??
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm self centered??
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm 'sick'??
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm full of hated??
what've they do to me (or for me) after they said i'm coward??

ignored me?? leaving me alone?? kalo bahasa indonesianya, "jauhin aja lah.."
or,, forfeit me to sent (him) messeges??

well,, it is their choice. once they take it, thay can turn it back.. bahasa indonesianya,, "menjilat ludah sendiri" ato, "nelen muntah lo.." (euu)

but for me, when i have a fren like that.. (like me), i wont pull my self away from him/her. i will and have to help them. that's my job as a fren. do what i can do,, and stand still beside him/her. i wont leave them alone in the corner. or said to them not sendding me a message anymore. i'll always say "hi" when i meet them on a way, even they don't say "hi" or turn around from me..
i'll kick my fuckin ass's boyfren 4 tellin me 2 away from my fren.

why?? you asking
because, that's what frens are for....






ahahaha,, di atas tuh gw yg bikin sendiri loh..
feelin better after write it. tadi rasanya sesek bgt, sebel marah bete. ahahaha,,

even though i've write what in my mind.. i'll still (and it have been stronger) that boys are sucks!!!! sumtimeS (with capital 'S') ahahaha.. no hard feelin ok? peace.. i'll tell the full story 4 u.. i've write "should i hate boys?? (part 2)" but it still in my drafts.. hehe,, not yet finish.. x3



-RiN-

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ihik2.. aku sedih,,
mulai besok aku ngga mo buka email, ngga mo buka fs, ngga mo buka hp, ga mo buka blog orang.. gak mo nyentuh komputer!!!!!!
how could i make many mistakes in a sime time. what have i done before??

dunno.. maybe i'm wrong, maybe he/she/they is/are wrong.. or just my fate n destiny playin with me, n i'm to lame to offence it.. dunno.




semalem gw smsan sm pian. ahaha,, maybe this is the only one happy news 4 me.. gw mulai hts-an sama dia,,

males cerita ah,, lagi bete.. ihik2 sedih,,



-RiN-

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hmm,,, hari ini banyak sekali yg terjadi.. tdnya gw pengen nulis soal "should i hate boys?",, tp gw rasa itu bisa menyusul..

hari ini,, gw bangun siang bgt. capek euy,, gak tau kenapa. biasanya bangun jam setengah8 trus baca2,, ngegolet2 dulu.. keluar kamar jam 9. :) hari ini gw bangun jam setengah7, trus tidur lg.. bangun2 dah jam 10!! weeks!!!! loncat lah gw.. mana musti ke skola pula,, x.x

nah,, as usual gw online, begitu online,, dpt offline mess di ym, yg bikin gw panas. ya gw bales mess itu,, gw gtu.. ahaha,, makanya td gw ngepost blog "bingung,, marah,, n sebel!!!!" yah,, gw males ah menceritakan disini. yang jelas gw langsung lelah emosi. abisa chating td. ahaha,, yah gw anggap aja masalah itu dah slese..


skarang gw lg chating sama okee,, ehehe.. lama kita ngga ngobrol heart 2 heart.. senangnya,, dia cerita soal gebetannya dulu, yg menyebalkan skali (my personal opinion yah ke,,). seneng rasanya.. ternyata kita senasib,, punya hati sama guru.. ahahaha,, tapi kayaknya okee lebih parah deh,, soalnya dia lebih nekat.. n gebetannya itu menyeramkan (sejauh yg gw denger dr okee sendiri)

kalo ngobrol2 gini, jd inget 2thn yg lalu.. waktu kelas1,, kita les bareng, ujung2nya ngga les. tp malah curhat sama pa nanang, guru les fiskim dulu.. huhuhu,, kangennya...

pa nanang itu bisa menenangkan dan mematahkan argumennya okee.. ahaha,, kalo okee lg panas n curhat soal begetannya yg guru itu.. wew,, pa nanang tuh jago menenangkan dan memberikan pandangannya sebagai guru,, ahaha.. okee,,okee..

lucu yah kalo kita bernostalgia gini, padahal dulu tuh pas les gw malessss bgt. abis rasanya gak tambah pinter,, ahaha.. tp skarang, rasanya pengalaman ini gak akan terulang..

mungkin 2thn lagi gw bakal merindukan pengalaman2 menyebalkan gw di skul jg. ahaha,, merindukan orang2 yg menyebelkan.. ahaha,, dunno.. hope not. wkwkwkwkwkw!!!!


feel better
-RiN-

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am i so sellfish (bau donk..)
well,, dunno.. mungkin mmg gw salah,, ato mereka yg salah.. ato nasib aja yg mempermainkan,,
duh,, sebalnya...



iihhh,, ricci duh oon bgt yah!!! gw musti bolak balik cap 3 jempol ke sana.. iiihhh,, gak tau yah bensin tuh mahal?? udah lulus aja masih di persulit!!! >.<


-RiN-

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wew.. haha,, judulnya aja dah ngga enak. xq,,
well,,gw lg gak enak nulis nih. ntar deh kapan2 gw ceritain..

hari ini gw lg sediiihhh bgt.. kalo kmaren bt, hari ini sedih.. ada ceritanya, tapi lain kali jg yah. menyusul..



-RiN-

what r u doing now?
+ nothing, typing i think

what is your feeling right now?
+ grumpy, tired, angry, feel sorry.. (mix it!!)

what are you want to do right now?
+ shoping at gramedia..

for what?
+ dunno,, just shoping..



what time it is?
+ 9:25

what the most think you want now?
+ umm,, HPDH book..

HPDH??
+ Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows (idiots..)

what make you can't have it?
+ money, time, umm.. i think i don't want 2 buy it

what will you do to have it?
+ nothing. just wait till wednesday..

for what??
+ borrow it, silly!



what really you should do right now?
+ umm,, go to school

what for?
+ cap 3 jari..

when?
+now

what time?
+ 8.00

what time is it?
+ 9:33

why don't you go to shcool then?
+ that's none of your business

okaay,, what are you....
+stop asking me, you idiots!!

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tadi gw ke atma,, males cerita ah. sebel..
yah ke atma... trus ngantri ambil jadwal n jaket,,, trus ngatri foto.... trus di foto dgn background ungu (that's why i use purple this time..).... ungunya bagus.. -^^-
jaket gw warna orange (yah jelas lah!!! atma gtu..) ukuran xL.. dgn kancing gede warna emas...

yah pas ngantri foto, sty tlp.. nanya2 soal form jaket atma, tp gw jawab dgn sangat tidak membantu (ngga tau, lupa.) ehehehe,, gomene,, formnya dah gue tuker sama jaket benerannya,, ^^;

masih pas ngatri foto, gw tlp ata. baru gw tlp setelah, mungkin, 1jam gw baca sms dia. abis sebel. ada nomor gak jelas gtu sms gw (nomer hp), agak menyebalkan smsnya. intinya dia ngebela ata n bilang si ata tuh lg sakit dsb..

yah udah kalo lg sakit. gpp kok klo gak jadi, gak usah kayak gtu. isi smsnya tuh kesannya menyalahkan gw gtu. bete donk. i mean,, bukannya gak mo di salahin. kan saia gak tau.. (even though ada yg pernah bilang, ketidak tahuan adalah kesalahan org yang tidak tahu itu..) yah kalo misalnya gw tau ata sakit kan gw jg gak maksa2 dia ikut. trus jg gw bakal ntn sendiri kok klo mreka gak ikut.. (that's my plan).



yah gtu deh. akhirnya stelah di pikir2 dan di diskusikan sama bokap ,, gw gak ntn hapot.. karena dah jam stengah 4.. gw capek,, n mo jemput kakak gw yg lg training di cinox (how to write it??) BEJ.. (BEJ deket dr atma,, jalan 15 menit jg nyampe. dgn catatan ngga ketabrak aja. kalo ke tabrak yah 3mg ngga sampe2,, kan masuk rs dolo.. *halah.. ngejayus*)

abis jemput kakak gw di BEJ, akhirnya pulang..



ada yg mo gw ceritakan sbelum gw ke atma,, jd kan gw ke atma sama spupu gw (oke).. yah sbelum ke atma kita ke skul dulu, soalnya bokap gw ngga tau mo ngapain gtu sama kepsek sd ricci yg baru (bekas guru BK gw..). nah kita cukup lama disana,, 'bout 3 hour.. (3 jam ngga guna)

nah bisa di bilang selama 3 jam itu gw ngobrol2 soal pian (dudut).. yg jelas waktu kita membicarakan dia, ngga ada bokap gw lah!! nah waktu kita ngobrol2 itu, kan gw menanyakan pendapat dia (sama waktu gw nanya2 pendapat2 tmn2 ssc lain).. pendapat dia beda. agak lebih optimis, dan menyemangati. bukannya gw gak suka pendapat tmn2 gw yg lainnya. tapi yah,, stelah gw denger pendapat2 tmn2 gw itu n ngedenger pendapat oke, jd lebih lega aja.. awalnya gw mikirnya lebih (ke arah) negatif ke si pian.. tp stelah ngobrol2 sama oke.. jd agak mikir,, gimana yah bilangnya.. bukan optimis yg jelas,, tp gak tau deh.. seneng aja..

mnurut gw pendapatnya oke soal problem gw ini tuh lebih menyemangati, n dia ngga ngasih pendapat soal si pian gimana di luar2 sama tmn2 gw yg lain. tp lebih ke sikapnya pian kw gw.. kayak, "dia ngasi panggilan sayang ke lo banyak lo yin.." or sumthin like that.. maybe because she have face a same problem,, dia pernah berada di posisi gw, dan ujung2nya kita sharing.. mungkin gw sukanya di situh kali yah..

sayang waktu masalah ini hot, oke lg gak online. oke lg di makasar..

this paragraf dedicated to oke,, - okee mav yah tadi gw lama bgt ke atmanya,, can't arguing my dad. hehe,, i think you can understand it. we have a same tipe of father. haha!! yaah,, gimana acara di skul lo? telat bgt yah?? gomene,, stelah td ngobrol2 cukup lama, baru kerasa yah kita lama ngga ngobrol.. haha,, senangnya lo mo dengerin cerita gw as a sister.. mana bisa gw cerita ini ke cici zeena. ntar di ledekin. moh ah!! ehehe,, -^^-




sooooo tired...
-RiN-

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haha,, akhirnya gw nulis jg,, stelah lama tidak menulis, padahal banyak yg pengen gw ceritain disini. tp begitu masuk create new post, lsng males nulis. ahahaha,,

yaah.. post gw yg ini buat tmn2 skul gw, yg td malem gw baru tahu, mereka suka baca blog gw.. ahahaha,, i never thought that you'll ever read my blog. haha,, thx yaa..

beberapa hari yg lalu ada temen gw yg post comment di fs gw,, di bilang dia baca blog gw, n nanya gw jd benci ya sms anak rici?? akakakakk,, no comment deh. ato kalo gw kasih comment,, yaaaa gw gak benci sih. gw cuman ngga suka. gw jg ngga menyalahkan satu-dua org yg bikin gw gak suka sm sikon di skul, emang semuanya bgtuh. 14thn gw disana, gw cukup melihat banyak perubahan2 (yg gw suka, n gak suka. but most of them, maybe yg gw gak sk. akakakakk) dr tmn2 gw selama itu. yah, trs gw bisa apa? masak gw suruh meraka satu2 berubah sesuai keinginan gw?? no way. what i can do is just do my best. (halah..) hehe,, even though sumtimes i pretend to be sumbodi else there.. tp gak papa,, haha.. sapa tau dgn gtu gw jd jago acting.. wow.. akakakakakk!!!

intinya, semua telah berlalu.. let what it was happen, just happen. -^^-



yaaayyy!!! hari senin,, nomat... nomat... hapot5 i'm commin!!!!!!!! (tlat bgt gw.. T_T)




-RiN-

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Harry Potter and the Order of The Phoenix.. well,, filmnya dah muncul, tapi gw belom nonton. sedihnya.. padahal temen2 gw dah pada nonton gtu. :(

waktu pertama baca bukunya gw langsung tertarik sama Luna Lovegood. dia aneh, tapi banyak tau hal2 yan
g sebenernya orang lain ngga tau, cara dia memandang hidup tuh beda. itu makanya dia di bilang aneh. pas nonton HBO first look ttg hapot ke 5 ini, gw makin tertarik sama si Luna satu ini yg akhirnya di peranin sama Evanna Lynch..

mnurut gw Evanna tuh cantik! putuh bgt!! n dia meranin Luna tuh bagu
s bgt!! (liat trailernya di HBO FL).. i love her at the 1st sight..

nih gw sampe nyari data2 dia.. -^^-


-RiN-


Description
Rowling has often said that Luna is the
"anti-Hermione," as Luna believes things on faith alone while Her
mione grounds her views on facts and logic. Hermione repeatedly tries to convince Luna that her beliefs are nonsense, but to no avail. Hermione sees Luna as gullible, and Luna views Hermione as narrow-minded. By the end of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, Hermione realised that Luna would never falter in her beliefs. Despite their different views, Luna is seen comforting Hermione in the sixth book after Ron cruelly mocks her. Despite Luna's dottiness, she is often perceptive about human nature, and Harry notes her knack for blunt honesty.

Family Background
Though Luna's blood purity is never discussed, both her parents are magical: her father is the editor of The Quibbler, and she remarks that her mother was an extraordinary witch. T
his does not necessarily make her a pureblood, however, as it is possible that one or both of them is Muggle-born or a half-blood with a Muggle parent. Rowling has said that in order to be considered pureblood, all of one's grandparents must be wizards. Therefore, if both her parents are muggle-borns, she might have muggle-born status.

Luna says her mother liked to "experiment." She died when one of her spells went "rather badly wrong." Luna says calmly that the way her mother died was "rather horrible" and admits she still feels sad about it at times, but she is relieved she still has her father. As Luna witnessed her mother's death at the age of nine, she has been able to see thestrals since she arrived at Hogwarts.

Luna and her family do not appear until Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, but in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire it is mentioned that a family called the Lovegoods live in the area of Stoatshead Hill (as do the Fawcett and Diggory families), a Devon hill within walking distance of The Burrow, the family home of the Weasleys.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luna_Lovegood


Rowling: "Evanna is perfect"
APRIL 5, 2006 at 7:32 AM

It was exciting to see some of the new Order of the Phoenix sets, but most of all to see the actors again - slightly unnerving to realise that nearly all of them are taller than me now (I speak, of course, of the teenagers; Michael Gambon was always taller than me, and very lovely he looked in his new robes, too.) Apart from the pleasure of seeing Tom Felton, Devon Murray, Alfred Enoch, Sitara Shah (and waving through the door at Bonnie Wright, who was busy being tutored), I had a great time talking to Dan and Matthew about books, Rupert about how his sisters never wind him up, Oliver and James about how difficult they find it to wind each other up, and Emma about Hermione's love life. Also met, and had a long chat, with Evanna Lynch (Luna), about whom there is only one possible thing to say: perfect

http://www.hpana.com/news.19367.html


Personal Live
Lynch is from Termonfeckin, County Louth, Ireland. She lives with her father Donal, mother Marguerite, elder sisters Máiréad and Emily, and younger brother Patrick.[1]

As of September 2006, she is in her third year at Our Lady's College, Greenhills, an all girls' Catholic school located in Drogheda, Ireland.[2] During her primary school years, she attended Cartown National School.

Career

It was revealed on February 2, 2006 that Lynch, who was then fourteen, had been cast as Luna Lovegood in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix after her father flew her to London for the open audition for the role,[4] beating nearly 15,000 girls in the auditions.[citation needed] She began the actual filming of Order of the Phoenix at the end of February at Leavesden Studios in England.

The open call was made because the producers felt that a conventional actress would not be suitable for the role of the eccentric Luna Lovegood. As producer David Heyman recounted in the ITV2 documentary, "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix: Behind the Magic", "We had three girls who we thought would be good, but they were going to act Luna, they weren't going to be Luna."

Lynch had the chance to meet Harry Potter author J. K. Rowling at the Leavesden Studios lot during the early stages of the fifth film's production. After a long chat, Rowling had one thing to say about Lynch portraying Luna: "perfect".[5] However, as Lynch has naturally medium to golden dark blonde hair, her hair had to be bleached blonde for the role of Luna. On set Lynch became very good friends with fellow actresses Bonnie Wright (who plays Ginny Weasley), Katie Leung (who plays Cho Chang) and Afshan Azad (who plays Padma Patil).

Since the release of the film, she has received many positive reviews, being called one of the true "standouts" of the film.

Fandom
Lynch is a huge Harry Potter fan and, according to her family, is obsessed with the series. As a younger child, she constantly wrote to J.K. Rowling, and in one such letter the youngster commented how much she would love to act in a Harry Potter film but doubted this would happen as she lived in "this sleepy little place called Termonfeckin, where nothing ever happened". To Lynch's surprise, Rowling replied, saying "Don't be too hard on Termonfeckin; it does have a brilliant name! And I come from a very sleepy place".[1]

In 2003, aged eleven, Lynch was disappointed that she would miss the release of the fifth book in the series, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix as she had been hospitalised. However, the hospital released her for the morning of the launch and a local bookstore arranged for her to receive a copy signed by author Rowling.[6] On the day, Lynch was dressed in a Harry Potter T-shirt and had scrawled "I love Harry Potter" down her arms. She had also painted her fingernails blue with "Harry Potter" written on every second nail and the Golden Snitch on every other one, as well as sporting painted-on black Harry Potter glasses.[6] Lynch's love for the novels even saw her choosing to name her cat Luna, who has had several kittens, one of them named Dumbledore. Another cat she'd owned which died in early 2006 had been named Crookshanks, after character Hermione Granger's cat.[7]

Lynch is an avid visitor to the Harry Potter fan site MuggleNet.[8] She also called in to the popular Harry Potter-themed podcast, PotterCast, to talk about the title of the seventh Harry Potter book (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows).

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The film revolves around an eclectic group of students attending a high school graduation party at a large house owned by a rich class member's family. Each character has different plans for the night. Optimistic misfit Preston Myers (Ethan Embry) plans to proclaim his love to his four-year secret crush, to whom he's never had the nerve to speak before, prom queen Amanda Beckett (Jennifer Love Hewitt), who in turn has recently broken up with her top jock boyfriend, Mike Dexter (Peter Facinelli).

Cynical Denise Flemming (Lauren Ambrose) has no intention of going to the party. But when her best friend, Preston, says he's going to proclaim his love for Amanda, she is dragged along. Kenny Fisher (Seth Green) is a ludicrous wannabe rapper who plans on losing his virginity by the end of the night. When he goes into the upstairs bathroom to "get ready", Denise happens to walk in. That is when the pair of former friends learn that the door has a broken doorknob, trapping them in the bathroom. The two begin talking about how they fell apart, which eventually leads them back to their friendship and escalates into them having sex in the bathroom.

During the course of the party, Amanda deals with being alternately consoled by the drunken girlfriends of Mike's jock friends and her own cousin, and trying to figure out if she truly has an identity past being known as "Mike Dexter's girlfriend". At one point during the night, she discovers a letter with her name written upon it. Unbeknownst to her, the letter was written by Preston, and after reading and subsequently being moved by its contents, she makes it her mission to find him.

Before the party, Mike Dexter convinces his fellow jock friends to follow his lead and dump their girlfriends in order to make a pact in which they all pledge to remain single as they go into college. Later on, an intoxicated Mike learns from a graduate and former stud from his high school that in college, jerks like them are "a dime a dozen" and ironically, find themselves on the receiving end of bullying. He tries to get Amanda back, but she is happier without him. At the same time, super-bright William Lichter (Charlie Korsmo) plots his revenge on Mike for ruining his life throughout high school. He has his two even more nerdy, X-Files-obsessed friends wait on the roof, while he goes into the party and to drive Mike out. However, while inside the party, William begins drinking in order to fit in. After a while, he drinks enough to make him forget what he was originally doing there and an impromptu sing-along to Guns N' Roses' "Paradise City" causes him to become popular for the evening. William begins talking with Mike, and Mike apologizes for tripping him earlier in the day at the graduation ceremony while William was giving the valedictorian speech. William forgives him, and the two of them seemingly become friends. However, the next morning when William sees Mike and some of his friends at a local diner, Mike acts as though he remembers nothing of what happened the previous night and proceeds to ridicule him in front of his friends. William, hurt and feeling betrayed, leaves while Mike laughs over the incident.

Meanwhile, Preston still longs for Amanda, and the scene relocates to a railway station. Amanda visits Preston at the station where she asks him about the letter. Preston confesses he wrote it and that he's about to depart for a pre-college writing workshop. But he immediately stops and finally comes back to Amanda where they kiss.

As the film ends, the characters' fates are revealed:

  • Preston and Amanda became a couple. Amanda wrote him a letter every day while he was away at school, and "they are still together".
  • Denise dumped Kenny at the diner, but the two proceeded to get back together minutes later in the bathroom.
  • Mike went on to college but, after drinking too much, lost his football scholarship. He ended up forty pounds overweight and working at the car wash, a job he lost when incriminating photos appeared.
  • William became one of the most popular students at his school of Harvard. He later went on to open his own computer company that has made him worth millions, and he's dating a supermodel.
  • William's two nerdy friends were abducted by aliens after discussing that they didn't miss anything by not attending the party.



haha,, itu bukan gw yah yang nulis. gw cuman mengcopy dari wiki. hoho.. kenapa gw nulis itu di blog? karena gw baru aja nanton tuh film. well,, it is a comedy, but it is touching me. yg gw suka tuh bagian terakhir di flmnya, kalo di sinopsis di atas itu bagian yg gw warnai meraahh.
those part make me wonder, what we will be? tahu lagu Graduation (frend for Ever)-Vitamin C?



"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]



yah,, skali lagi bagian yg menurut gw touchy gw kasih warna meraaahh.. dont you think what i'm thinking? hehe..
well.. will those popular people in my school still be popular at collage? will they the smart one got scolarships? will i still be like this? will my frens won't apart from me? will my frens at my grade have a good job, and married good people?
i dunno.. entahlah.. haha,, gw merasa ini menarik aja. will i a person what i wantto be? will we still greeting each other when we met at mall or curch? will they give me a call someday in the future?

once again i must say..
que sera sera..
-^^-


-RiN-

beberapa hari yang lalu temen gw namanya lucky tiba2 ngirim instant message ke gw lewat ym. cukup kaget, soalnya dia meskipun online hampir ngga pernah membuka pembicaraan lebih dulu. yah percakapan kita juga ngga panjang2 n suka berakhir garink. soalnya memang gw di skul juga ngga deket sama dia. mungkin karena ngga begitu cocok. dunno,, tp sejauh di fine2 aja, yah jgn nyari masalah lah.. (thats 1of my pinsip.. hoho). pembicaraan gw sama dia kmaren singkat, yg intinya dia minta gw nulis cerita yg berkesan slama gw di ricci.
awalnya mo nolak. abis pengalaman yg berkesan selama gw di ricci tuh lebih berkesan buruk bukan baik. tapi stelah pikir2 ok deh gw tulis. lumayan bisa majang nama di buku knangan (lucky ngga bilang buat buku knangan sih, tapi siapa tahu. xd).
awalnya cerita yg mau gw tulis tuh ttg ricci cup, pas gw kelas 2. yg cukup menghancurkan reputasi dan hari2 gw di ricci (kayak reputasi gw bagus aja. udah jelek, di tamabahin jelek!! sebeLL..). tapi ngga jadi. soalnya setelah 8 paragarah (yg ngga pendek) gw baca ulang, cerita itu lebih berkesan ke curhat. jadi not worth it untuk di pajang di BTS.. yah akhirnya gw tulis ulang, n ganti tema. kalo mo baca,, ada tuh di bawah..
hehe.. agak kaku sih bahasanya, soalnya lama ngga nulis cerita...

-RiN-



PROLOG: kalo gw menerawang jauh ke belakang. waktu gw kelas 1, 2, 3. gw di ricci.. gw pengen nangis. semua itu,, nyebelin, ngeselin, indah, menyenangkan, menyedihkan.. gw merasa lebih dewasa skarang. n entah kenapa gw jd mensyukuri semua itu. semua yg udah bikin gw marah2, ketawa, nangis, jatoh, sebel, seneng, jatuh cinta, patah hati..



hari ini hari pertama masuk skolah. baju baru, kerah kaku, kedodoran.. jelas keliatan cupu banget. tapi gw bangga hari itu. karena berhasil menjejakkan kaki di sma ini. sebenarnya tidak bisa di banggakan juga, karena udah dari TK gw disini. tapi yang jelas, gw bangga karena seragam gw bukan biru lagi, tapi ijo (batik.. xd).
tiga hari pertama, ngga salah lagi, MOS-Masa Orientasi Siswa. walaupun udah ngga di kerjain lagi kayak zaman angkatan kakak gw, tapi yang namanya takut tetep ada. untungnya acara MOS ngga seaneh yang gw pikirin, cuman kenalan sama anak2 baru, kenalan sama panitia, mimpin barisan dgn mata tertutup, n ngasih visi untuk sekolah ricci ii. cukup menyenangkan, karena kakak2 kelasnya waktu itu ramah2.
hari2 berikutnya gw jalanin dgn belajar. yah, seperti biasa lah kalo tahun ajaran baru mana ada sih murid yg mau belajar?? waktu guru masuk kelas, "kenalan, pa/bu!!" haha.. yah,, gitu deh. seminggu pertama masuk (dikurangin 3 hari MOS), cuman perkenalan, tugas2 yang di kasih juga tugas2 yg ngga penting (haha..).
kurang lebih 6bulan belajar, akhirnya udah deket natal. berarti ulangan umum, terima rapot, libur!! ato di balik,, ulangan umum, libur, terima rapot!! (haha). rapot kelas satu lumayan, ngga keliatan merahnya. bolehlah berbangga sedikit..
mulai januari, masuk dan belajar lagi. kurang dari 6bulan udah ketemu ulangan umum lagi. dan berarti rapot kenaikan kelas juga. sempet deg-degan soalnya di ricci kan penentuan ipa-ipsnya kelas1! haduh.. untungnya gw masuk ipa. ipa itu berarti ngga ketemu sosiologi, ekonomi, akuntansi, antropologi, dkk. tapi berarti tanggung jawab untuk belajar lebih besar, soalnya subjek pelajaran juga lebih berat di banding kelas satu. sementara ips, ngga ketemu sama yang namanya biologi, dan mafia. yah bisa berlega lah, ngga ketemu bu dewi, bu ema, pa tanto, n pa sarwono. (hehe) kenaikan kelas ini, ada 3orang anak 1a (kelas gw) pindah. lucas, acel (marcello) and niko (bonar). lucas pindah ke OL, acel ke nipam (kalo ngga salah), dan niko ke ricci tetangga (ricci i).

tahun kedua diricci.. komentarnya sebenernya cuman satu kata. BERAT!!! yang namanya subjek bahasan itu banyak banget!! buku cetak fisika makin tebel, matematika ketemu sama turunan, kimia ketemu sama kolid, biologi ketemu sama isi perut kelinci.. tahun ini anak ipa ngga ketemu sama sejarah, tapi di ganti sama geografi. itu berarti ketemu pa warno dalam 2 mata pelajaran. (tadaaaakk!! hehe.. peace pa.. ^^v)
wew,, pengen nangis rasanya ngeliat nilai rapot semester satu. fisika katrolan, kimia pas-pasan, matik turun jauh, biologi.. no comment. padahal bisa di bilang jam belajar waktu kelas satu dan sekarang ini ngga ada bedanya.
semester dua, harus makin rajin belajar!! itu tekadnya. tapi namanya manusia, ngga ada yang perfect. gw malah makin males. malah pernah pelajaran matik di skors seminggu, ngga boleh belajar di kelas (ampun bu ema..). yah, harus makin rajin belajar, kalo ngga nilai matik ngga akan naik.
penerimaan rapot.. kirain ngga naik!!! untungnya naik.. ngga percaya juga waktu bu yuli, wali kelas 2ipa, bilang kalo rangking gw naik. (haha!! peace.. ^^v).

naik kelas 3, katanya tanggung jawab makin gede. n skarang kita jg dah gede, dah dewasa, hampir semuanya dah 17 (istilahnya sweet seventeen). tapi itu semua teori. namanya remaja, kebebasan = kesempatan. liat aja warnet2 terdekat, pasti penuh sama anak2 kelas 3. haha,,
kelas tiga, banyak guru2 yang menyarankan kita untuk les tambahan di luar jam sekolah supaya bisa 'lulus gemilang' n untuk persiapan SPMB. satu hal lagi soal kelas tiga.. baju udah buluk, tipis n lecek. bahkan ada beberapa anak yang bajunya udah robek sana sini. tinggal pak kris yang sibuk negar negor supaya bajunya 'diberesin'.
kelas tiga, yang diisi penuh oleh tugas2, ulangan2, dan catatan2 penting dari guru2. memang bener kata guru2. kita butuh les tambahan, rasanya 8jam di sekolah hampir nggak berguna. pelajaran yang masuk ngga cukup rasanya untuk mengerjakan soal2 tryout UAN, sampai ada beberapa dari kita yang dapet predikat 'tidak lulus' di tryout2 itu.
8bulan kurang belajar, ngga terasa UAN datang. stress, depresi dan panik menyerang guru2, murid2 dan bahkan orang tua. tapi mau bagaimana lagi, pelajaran 3thn ini ngga bisa di kebet hanya dalam semalam. waktu menentukan, nasib pun datang. UAN gw jalani senormal dan sebaik mungkin, sama seperti temen2 seangkatan.
tamatlah UAN itu dalam tiga hari. lega dan lelah rasanya. stress yang menumpuk 3bulan terakhir keluar dalam wujud flu berat. (^^;) selesai UAN itu berarti masa 'menunggu nasib' dimulai.
hampir sebulan menunggu, akhirnya datanglah saat itu. 16 juni 2007, jam 8 pagi di aula sma ricci ii. PENGUMUMAN KELULUSAN.. takuuuut banget. soalnya banyak sekolah2 lain yang udah di umumin, dan mereka banyak yang lulus. sempet gw kepikiran jangan2 anak ricci banyak banget yang ngga lulus! (haha). begitu masuk gerbang sekolah, keliatan spanduk terpampang jauh di bunderan depan SD. setelah deket,,
"SELAMAT KEPADA SISWA/I SMA RICCI II YANG TELAH LULUS 100% DENGAN PREDIKAT A!!!"
waaaaa!!!!! senang sekali.. waktu itu gw yang jalan bareng aji and florent seneng banget. kita sampe di salamin sama mamanya aji and florent. pas masuk aula, udah keliatan beberapa anak cowo yang udah coret2 baju pake spidol. upacara pelepasan pun dimulai. dari pidato pembukaan kepala sekolah sampai doa penutup berjalan lancar dan menyenangkan. orangtua yang hadir bisa di bilang sedikit untuk siswa/i yg berjumlah 91 orang.

EPILOG: waktu itu gw sempet mikir,, apa gw bakal merindukan sekolah ini? tempat gw tumbuh dewasa, menemukan jati diri, mengoleksi teman,dan mencari sahabat. tempat dimana gw merasakan cinta, kasih sayang, persahabatan, ketulusan, perlindungan, kenyamanan, kebencian, amarah, permusuhan, dan kegusaran. mungkinkah suatu saat gw bakal menantikan saat2 itu terulang kembali nanti?
jawabannya hanya satu.. MAY,, maybe yes.. maybe no..



^^ honored..
-RiN-

wew.. lama rasanya ngga nulis blog. hehe,, gw 2 hari ke bogor. trs pas pulang inetnya dudut, ngabeg ngga mo jalan. baru nyala minggu sore, tp keburu mo greja. jd gw online lagi malem. eh,, gak sempet nulis blog. soalnya banyak email, testim, n mess dr tmn2, jd bales2 email dsb dulu. lalu tidur. pagi ini mo nulis blog (karena semalam terjadi hal yg menyenangkan, mengagetkan, dan sukar di percaya, i'll write it at next paragraph..), eh bloggernya skarang yg dudut!! mosok' 2 jam ngga bisa masuk2??!? *protes!*

yah ini yg saia mo ceritain.. jadi seperti yg pernah saia sebutkan beberapa kali *gak ngitung* namanya di post2 sebelumnya, org itu tiba2 tadi malam sms saia. itu benar2 di luar dugaan.. soalnya biasanya gw yg sms dia duluan, baru di bales. nah tadi malem dia sms, nanya keadaan gw. cukup kaget sih.. tp dinikmati (halah!!) xd
yah akhirnya kita smsan, ngga banyak sih. dia nanya keadaan yah gw jawab. trs iseng2 gw sms dia sms gak penting.. gini..

"someone... miss u... need u... worry about u... lonely without u... love you... guest who? ... ur mom la!!you think it's me??! 0_o"
dan sms itu dia balas dgn sangat menyebalkan. tapi sms dia gw balas dgn becanda. (gw dah biasa kalo dia nyebelin. memang nyebelin orangnya!! xd). trus dia bales lagi minta di kirimin ulang, soalnya sms yg td ke apus.. yah gw kirimin lagi.. di bawahnya gw iseng godain dia, bilang sms itu mo di kirimin buat gebetannya.. dan dia balas..

"justru gwbwtan saya tuh kamu, kamu aja yg tidak pernah menyadarinya, payah neh..!"
"haha,,masa sih gebetan kk aku?pst bcanda d,pengen bikin aku gr.. gak mungkin kk ngegebet aku."
"kok ga mungkin, apa seh gak mungkin jaman skrng seh? ngapain ngeGRin km, saya seh orangnya diem2 tau..!"
"oo gtu..pcaya aja d. emangnya apa dr aku yg bikin kk ngegebet aku?"

u know what?? his answer makes me freeze..
"tuh kan masih ga percaya, ni bener2 dari hati loh,tapi d hati ada peroksidase tuh, wah bisa kna racun deh, pokoknya kmu bda deh dgn saya, kamu wanita saya laki2,duh sungguh di sayangkan, di mata hati saya ada aura2 berbeda deh,ni sih cukup saya dan TUHAN aja yang tau,gtu loh yayang jarinku, he..he..!"

gw gak tau musti ketawa, bingung, marah ato apa. smsnya tuh agak membingungkan. pertama2 dia becanda trus ngga jelas, trus bilang gw lain dr yg lain, trs ngomong2 pake aura2 gtu.. well,, gw percaya sama 'aura', soalnya kadang kan kalo org bete tuh auranya keliatan, ato orang seneng auranya keliatan. dah jujur gw tau, aura setiap orang tuh beda..

buat anak2 ssc yg baca,, gw yakin lo pasti tau ini siapa. n kalo baca post gw yg ini,, pliss kasih comment, mnurut lo maksud dia tuh apa..? jujur gw bingung, dia becanda ato serius. n gw jg gak tau maunya dia tuh sebenernya apa. maksudnya dia tuh sebenernya apa. kenapa dia ngasih tau gw gtu. apa cuman bcanda?

when a love came by,, i'm asking my self, is he trully said that? o_0


where's my fren?? they all gone in vacation. leaving me alone.. ><>

-RiN- confused, and alone.. T.T

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gw dapet link dari kakak gw,, soal hepatitis lagi. tapi sialnya ngga bisa di copy.. n gw terlalu malas untuk mengetik ulang semuanya. jd gw ketik linkagenya aja. sapa tau ada yg tertarik membacanya.

http://www.kompas.com/ver1/Kesehatan/0705/08/110915.htm

-RiN-

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well,, stelah di pikir2. lo bener jga ta. gw malah jd mikir balik. sebenernya gw masuk psikologi tuh untuk apa? haha,,

its diffrent from you. lo masuk biologi karena lo suka, sementara gw? gw masuk psikologi karena gw di terimanya di situ. sementara biotek gw gak ktrima..
menyedikan skali gw..

yaahh,, que sera sera lah,,
what ever will be,, will be..

akakaka..

-RiN-

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hmm,, td pagi gw ke skul. males bgt!! gw males ktemu anak2 skola. kangen sih. awalnya gw semangat kesana. tp setelah sampe n ngeliat (baru ngeliat) anak2, gw lsng males!! kenapa? karena mereka ngeliat gw dgn sorot mata 'not welcome'. pengen gw gampar atu2.
hmm,, padahal selama liburan ini kita sering tukeran testim ato email2an ato ym. walau ngga sesering gw chating sama ata. tp kalo ketemu mereka bisa jadi mahluk paling menyebalkan sejagad raya. ngga semua jg sih. temen2 gank DoZA gw,, domi n aji sih baik2 ajah. tp td gw dateng telat, jd pas gw dateng mereka pulang.. yah gak bareng degh.
gw jd agak membandingkan anak2 ssc dgn anak skul gw. i feel welcome waktu gw dateng di ssc. kenapa?? karena kalo gw dateng, mereka menyambut gw dgn sapaan ato kalo gw dateng pasti di tegor n ngobrol2. kalo tadi.. gw dateng boro2 mereka ngeliat. bukannya mau di perhatiin yah, tp hellowww!!! mereka itu temen2 gw. 5hari seminggu ketemu, beberapa temen2 gw dari sd. malah ada yg dari tk!! damn hell!! mereka bener2 ngga ngehargain gw. bukannya gw gila respect yah.. tp masa nyapa aja gak!
yaaahh,, gak papa deh. toh gw gak ktemu mereka lg. n itu bisa jd plajaran buat gw. jadi kalo ada sesuatu kegiatan, gw harus ramah sama org. so mereka gak feel bad to attend acara itu. n gw rasa being polite is not a sins.. hehe,,
sebenernya ada jg temen gw yg nyapa. namanya mozes. haha. tuh anak,, inu. suka di panggil ini soalnya punya gingsul. anaknya baik, suka main di warnet. tp sayangnya mother's son bgt!! hoho.. dia nyapa gw,"eh, ibu ketua.." yg gw bales dgn hormat tangan kiri, soalnya tangan kanan gw telat ngangkat. huehehe.. gw mank ktua kelas. tp gw gak pernah merasa bangga dgn gelar itu. abis anak2 kelas gw milih gw jd ktua kelas jg karena tumbal. soalnya ketua itu bertanggung jawab sama kelasnya. trus kalo ada apa2 'ketua kelas'!! kalo guru ketinggalan buku di ruang guru, 'ketua kelas'!! kalo guru gak ada, 'ketua kelas'!! kalo kelas berisik, 'ketua kelas'!! kalo kelas mo ada acara ngunjungin wali kelas yg kebajiran, 'ketua kelas'!! damn hell with that 'ketua kelas'!!

haha,, kalo melihat kehidupan gw di skul, gw tuh sangat menyedihkan sebenarnya. lebih tepatnya gw pasrah dgn lingkungan gw. kenapa? karena memang gw gak berdaya disana. entah kenapa. mungkin kalo lo skul di SMUK RICCI 2 bakal ngerti. kalo mnurut gw sih itu semua karena anak2nya sombong n suka memandang tinggi dirinya sendiri. ini gw sadari saat gw masuk ssc n ketemu sama anak2 pj. mereka nyapa gw, ramah, ngajak ngobrol dsb. i feel welcome there. tdnya gw mikir slama ssc gw bakal blajar, karena sebenernya waktu masuk pertama kali gw mikir males untuk bersosialisasi lg. sebenernya gw trauma bersosialisasi, takut bakal ktemu sama anak2 yg tipenya skola bgt!! haha,, org pertama yg ge knal di ssc itu sara puspita dewi. yaap sara itu. kedua si wijayanti. knalannya pas test pertama gtu. kemudian baru anak2 pj.. ternyata org2 itu masuk kelas slasa jumat. i'm so happy. smangat les, karena disana gw bisa ketawa, ngobrol2, makan di obonk. gw merasa mereka membuka diri n mo menerima gw apa adanya. waktu gw bete n males ngomong mereka perduli sama gw, mereka nanya, mereka ngajak ngobrol walau gw bales omongan mereka dgn kasar. dan ujung2nya gw pun minta mav sama mereka. mereka mau menerima gw apa adanya, n gw pun akhirnya menerima mereka. makanya untuk waktu yg sedikit disana i have so many think. i feel like home.

gw jd membandingkan hidup gw di ssc, rumah n skul. selama setahun di kelas 3, waktu gw habiskan di luar rumah. pagi skolah sampe jam 3, pulang makan istirahat sebentar trus jam stengah lima teng brangkat ssc pulang jam 8 mandi makan tidur.. begitu setiap hari. well sebenernya cuman slasa jumat sih, tp ujung2nya gw les setiap hari, soalnya gw seneng les!! haha.. my mom yg memperhatikan gw, pernah bilang.."aura lo beda bgt sih kalo abis pulang skolah sama pulang les." gw sih diem ajah. abis gw jg ngerasa gitu. pulang skola gw bete bgt, suntuk. pulang les gw senyam senyum.

karena hidup gw di ssc itu indah. ada sara, dika, bio, pj crew, anak2 rabu (ata, anggi, manda, maria..), global crew, banyak deh!! guru2nya jg ambil bagian, pa abu, pa yudi, pa sofian (ehem,,), pa sugeng.. blakangan gw bertemu dgn pa kosim (miss him 2. dia jago bersilat lidah!! n lucu abis!!), pa kamal, pa kelik, pa supri. semuanya nyebelin, lucu, rese, ngeselin, n baik. pa abu yg sabar n jago ngajar kimia. pa yudi yg lucu garink n seneng di foto. pa sofian yg jutek rese n suka kasar. pa sugeng yg rese, suka negor gw brisik, negor gw gak nyatet, negor gw telat (ahaha). pa kosim yg bilang gw cerdik. pa kamal yg senyum mulu, terbuka bgt n nebak sifat dasar gw. pa supri yg jago bhs ind, yg tlp nyokap gw n bikin gw di marahin. ngga lupa mba dona, mas ali, n pa oban.. ahaha,, mba don yg pernah di marahin bokap gw gara2 libur ssc yg ngga enak. mas ali yg sering gw utangin beng2 n susu. pa oban yg suka garink, n pernah nemenin gw sampe jam setengah9 gara2 gw belom di jemput..

wew.. gak lama lg gw bakal nangis neh..
ahaha,, sial lagunya pas pula. graduation by vit c..

haha,, gw merinding. beneran deh.. kalo gw menerawang jauh ke belakang. waktu gw kelas 1, 2, 3. gw di ssc.. gw pengen nangis. semua itu,, nyebelin, ngeselin, indah, menyenangkan, menyedihkan.. gw merasa lebih dewasa skarang. n entah kenapa gw jd mensyukuri semua itu. semua yg udah bikin gw marah2, ketawa, nangis, jatoh, sebel, seneng, jatuh cinta, patah hati..

i'm gonna cry
-RiN-